Monday, December 29, 2014

18歳 (Juuhassai) [18 Years Old] - Goose house

English:
The 5 o'clock evening news
An unsolved puzzle
I pretended not to notice and let it be
Who'll fix this misguided wisdom

Not a child, an adult
But just three days ago it was the opposite
Then which is it? Seesaw game
I'm at a loss this is yet another puzzle

I don't know, I can't explain it
And it's obvious when I pretend to know
I said I wanted to cry on my phone
But there's still no answer

Days that go round and round like deja vu
I don't need any pinky promises
Midnight rules are pointless
Throwing away hopes and dreams

I have to keep running in the grey zone
You see, I'm still just eighteen
I keep giving excuses but really
I just want to get out of here as soon as I can

I want to change, even just 1 millimetre
Getting on the Sobu line
Raising the volume on my earphones
Shutting out the real world

People can't live by themselves
But at the end, we're all alone
I want to cry into my phone
It's almost graduation

The recurring deja vu is really
Just acting out as the tragic heroine
I don't really want to be an adult
But that's just a kid's selfishness

In the grey zone I'm still just a kid
But when I realized it, I was already eighteen
Days of full of running away from reality
Are over starting today

Say, clean things, dirty things, I thought I could see them
I wonder why I keep making things more complicated
But if you look down, look up. It's nice and simple
I can tell the me in the mirror that "it's alright now"

I'm not an adult, but not a child
I thought I was alone but I'm not alone
Saying goodbye to the days I said
"I can't separate the truth from the lies"

I'm fine the way I am
I was just eighteen when I found myself
I always picture myself no matter where I am
Standing proud looking toward tomorrow

Romaji:
Yuugata goji no news mata mikaiketsu nandai
Minai furishite hottoita
Motsureta chie no wa dare naosu

Kodomo janai otona deshou mikka mae wa sono mata gyaku
Jaa docchi? Seesaw game
Korya mata nandai komatta na

Wakaranai wa tsuuji nai
Shitta kaburi wa bare chaushi

Keitai ni nakitai to itte mo
Henji wa konai mama

Deja vu no youni kurikaesu hibi
Yubi kiri nante hitsuyou nai
Yo no naka rule kudaranai
Yume ya kibou mo sutechimae

Grey zone no naka hashiru shikanai
Datte watashi mada juuhassai
Ii wake bakka demo hontou wa
Ima sugu koko o nukedashitai no

1 miri demo kaetakute
Soubusen nori konde
Earphone volume agete
Sono mama rearu wo shut out

Hito wa hitori ja ikite ikenai
Demo kekkyoku hitori bocchi
Keitai ni nakitai to iu no wa
Sorosoro sotsugyou ka na

Deja vu no youna kurikaeshi nante
Higeki no heroine enjiteta no
Otona ni nanka naritakunai
Sonna no kodomo no wagamama

Grey zone no naka mo gaki nagara
Kizuita watashi mou juuhassai
Genjitsutouhi mamire no
Mainichi wa kyou demo uoshimai

Nee kirei na mono kitanai mono wakatta ki ga shita kara
Doushitemo muzukashiku kangaechau no kana
Demo shita wo mui tara ue wo muku tanjun de ii yo ne
Kagami no watashi ni ima nara ieru "mou , daijoubu dakara”

Otona janaishi kodomo janai
Kodoku ni omoete hitori janai
Uso mo hontou mo minuke naiyo
Nante itteta kinou ni bye bye

Watashi wa watashi sono mama de ii
Mitsuketa watashi mada juuhassai
Itsumo dokoka de souzou suru no
Mune wo hatte ashita miteru toko

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